Stop. No More

Bismillahirrahminarrahim. Assalamualaikum.

Dear silent readers.... hari ni tiba-tiba terasa kaku pulak nak mulakan mukadimahnya seolah-olah macam baru first time pula nak tulis entry. kuikuikui XC

Btw, hari ni second-day untuk SPM Candidates jawab trial dekat Melaka ni. So, harap-harap okay lah ea for the next eight subjects waiting! Kalau Form 5 jawab test, kitaorang Form 4 ni pulak dapat results. Haihhh ==. DUKACITA seperti apa yang telah dijangkakan, PKA Failed failed failed. Tadi two period berdiri dalam kelas, dengan runny nose, sneezing lagi, dengan air mata yang tak berhenti mengalir, buat kerja yang cikgu suruh buat tu, memang menyeksakan! Tak apalah, dah lepas pun and esok ada Re-test exactly same paper Awam. Oh baru teringat!!!!! Cikgu minta tulis sebab kenapa saya tak study PKA. Hmm okay okay........................ First time sejak dari tadika tak pernah gagal any subject, and hari ni Mas telah memcahkan rekod xC It feels WORST. Tu belum Add Math. Sesungguhnya UB 2 ni Mas tak prepare, yes tak prepare. Last minute punya kerja! Next time, InsyaALLAH, no more fail.. INSHA'ALLAH.. X'C

Tadi pergi sekolah.. Grr sebenarnya tak suka lah kena lalu dekat depan Astaka sebab.. adalah sebab tertentu. Kalau nak lalu depan kelas Form 5, malu leee == Tak pe lah tak pelah T^T

Ingatkan malam ni nak baca novel laaa, before end year exam kan.. kuikuikui release tension gittuuu. Btw, kadang-kadang bila Mas baca post-post lama, rasa geli dan malu pula. Baru tersedar diri yang penuh kekhilafan ni gedik kuasa 2874. Dengan crushnye, dengan Crush blok bertentangannya, dengan Jamilnya, dengan Mr Tut tut nya dan dengan apanya lagi, rasa macam nak delete, tapii pii pii banyak boleh arkkk...takpe lah kenangan je. Lepas ni dah taknak dah letter to Future husband bagai. Dah taknak dah Luah perasaan dalam bahasa Sarawak :P Mesti ada yang teringin nak bercinta, berangan lah konon bila post cintan-cintun cenggitu. Ayat frust menonggeng tu. Haihh taknak dahh.. Sedar la Mas diri kau SPM pun belum lepas. Subjects pun ada gagal. "Kejar cahaya kejayaan dahulu baru kejar percintaan..." - ayat Forum and.. Rupanya semakin banyak follower kita, semakin banyak yang membaca post-post kita, semakin besar dan berat amanah yang akan dipikul.

And... baru tersedar.. buat apa kita mengharapakan lelaki yang sempurna, sedangkan diri ini sendiri tak sempurna.. Sebaliknya ubah la diri kita dulu, InsyaAllah Allah akan bagi apa yang terbaik untuk kita.. Goodbye cinta picisan ilal jahannam, hello cinta agung ilal jannah -AisyahSyakirah

Remember that, Mom raised you to be a righteous women so you will deserve a righteous man.  She never raised you to be a toy in any boy's hand 

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I am Saving My Heart

Assalamualaikum, hai hai esok dah start sekolah. Mohon cuti sekolah dipanjangkan boleh? HAHA == Seriously, homework satu apa tak sentuh lagi... Bukak sekolah Mas paling takut nak berhadapan dengan  result PKA... Failed failed failed!

Okay.. I don't understand why and why and why...some of those girls out there is too friendly. Nahh you should know what I mean.. yang jenis melayan lelaki. Yes I admit, I hate that. Dear girls, please remember that, orang akan lebih menghargai benda yang susah nak dapat, berbanding yang senang.

Nah I don't teach you to jual mahal, tapi tolong letakkan harga diri di tempat yang betul.
Okay kita nak tulis letter untuk ehem-ehem sebenarnya. LALALA XD

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Dear Future Husband,

Maybe you're reading this before we know each other, which would be amazing. Or maybe I've shown this to you before we decide to get married :P

Even tough I don't know exactly who you'll be yet, I think of you often- but I know you were out there. I wonder how you're living your life now. It matters to me, you know. Because how you live your life now determines the kind of person you're becoming... and the kind of man that I'll spend the rest of my life with :)

Hmmm. I don't want to be your girlfriend *you MUST know this as I wrote the 'letter for FUTURE SPOUSE :P*I just wanna be the one who called your wife. Muehehehe. Your presence will give me happiness. You'll be my halal prince charming, riding your horse of Taqwa. Holding onto the Quran in your right hand and Sunnah in your left. I hear you're worth the wait, so I'll wait. My heart belongs to Allah and only HIM.

I hope you are a good Muslims, and me too as like surah An-Nur, verses 26 : "Vile women for vile mean, and vile men for vile women. Good women for good men, good men for good women; such are innocent of that which people say : For them is pardon and a bountiful provision." InsyaAllah.

Also, don't worry. I am not the kind of girls who will want everything to be like a romance novel or a chick flick. I don't expect those things and while I am romantic at times :P I know that the love story Allah is writing for us is much more beautiful and wonderful than human minds could ever come up with so I'll be waiting for our wonderful story to start. ;D

Well, you don't have to drive any BMW, Merz or Skyline to be gorgeous. Be an Imam prayer, that's how I define gorgeous. You don't have to have a nice voice and hush me with a lovely songs, recite the Kalamullah, Al Qur'anul Kareem. That's how I would melt. You don't have to be so so so rich for me to love you. Please have a kind heart. That's more than enough for me and my parents too. Nobody's perfect. You are nobody. So, just be a man who is slave of Allah and the only thing you love more than me is HIM.

I love you. I know you only my imagination..... and my dreams. But, in the way that I can't explain and- I can't adequately explain how I feel. But I do love you now. It's as if I know you are in my heart, and because we are separated by time, I miss you. So I am writing this to you as a way of reaching into the future. *To tell that I am saving my heart until you come to claim it* Yes I am waiting for you, seriously :P  And I pray that whenever you are right now, you are waiting for me as well. Will you? ;P

Do know that I have major faults and major sins that I need to take care of. I don't think that I am ready for you yet. But I am waiting for you and I am holding on to my romantic, albeit naive heart, knowing I will give it to you one day, fully trusting you to keep it safe. What I am trying to say that.....We have to get LOST in Him to find each other. I hope you are up for the journey.

I promise that I will be a good wife ever after nikah as long as you promise me one thing. Please accompany me and getting me in to Jannah. That's all I want for. Put our trust in Allah, because He knows what's best.

Right now it's like staring out of a window and staring at the vast expanse of earth, impossible. Maybe you're here already? Let's meet one day.

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Awak Sila Faham T^T

Bismillahirrahmanirrahim. Assalamualaikum people. Happy Eid- Fitr! One day to go... Alhamdulillah.. Ramadhan akan meninggalkan kita, berdoalah semoga kita akan dipertemukan kembali dengan Ramadhan tahun depan. Amin. InsyaAllah :)

Baik lah baiklah. saya sedar saya dah berhari-hari tak update. Sebab... malas nak on computer and harini baru je Ujian Berkala 2.. Welllll... Rasa nak terjun bangunan masa jawab paper Kejuruteraan Awam haritu.. Sedih dan sadis bila satu apa baca tak masuk kepala and I don't understand everything. I bet I failed....... Ya Allah sumpah Mas nangis tengah jawab tu. Tadi pun nangis lagi. Tak senang nak raya bila terfikir results. 

Tadi pun jumpa Teacher Jenny dengan Sir Ng Hong Seng. Teacher Jenny pandang Mas geleng-geleng. Aaaaaaaaaa and she asked kenapa markah Mas down. Math mod dapat 68. Bayangkan bayangkan!!?? Math mod is pretty easy.. but why I can't answered it.. I was stuck. Same Lepas tu Sir pulak... actually Mas taknak tanya, tapi Mastura yang ajak.. tak sangka pulak Sir cam Mas.. lepas tu dia cakap.. Maslina.. Markah you down.. Lepas tu Sir kata lagi, aku FAILED ADD MATH tapi dia cakap dia naikkan aku 40, dapat D. BASED ON WHAT HE'D SAID LA.. tak tau le betul ke tidak. Paper pun tak dapat lagi. Kalau betul, Thank youu la Sir................ And I promise this will be the last WORST RESULTS EVER. Kalau tak betul pun, tetap taknak gagal.Taknak Failled apa-apa subject lagi! Taknak taknak!!!!!!!!! Bak kata Cika, time tunjuk results tu dekat parents kita liquid je mana-mana subjek yang teruk. HOHO.

Sesungguhnya saya bukan otak PKA dan Physics dan Add Math. Paling teruk PKA laaaaaa. Haduyaiiiiiiiiiiiii Mak Pah mesti marah >:(

Okay habis results. Nak cerita pasal Crush pulak aahh. HAHA. Okay tak dapat jumpa Crush for one week.  Yele crush je pun. Lantak kau la lantak kau la. Malas nak fikir time time cenggini. BTW though kau sekadar Crush, aku tetap jeles setiap kali ada orang hantar dekat wall kau, ada orang tag gambar dia dekat kau, lepas tu kau puji, even aku tahu budak yang tag gambar dia sendiri tu dah berpunyeeeee. Troll. Kelakar kelakar. Siapalah aku kan nak cemburu bagaii. *sigh*

Kau perasan tak.. setiap minggu aku try untuk contact dengan kau.. Well berhasil kot. HAHAHA waima kau sedar atau tidak, ada aku kesah? HAHA but actually I DO -.- Thinking to mention you, Yah let the world know who you are but I can't........................... malu. Sakit tahu bila kita terpaksa merahsiakan apa yang kita rasa. HOHO.

Aku ingin seperti Ali dan Fatimah, mencintai dalam diam, mengucap rindu dalam doa, menanti dengan kesabaran.

Aaa how sweet it is. HAHA. Wahai Encik Crush blok bertentangan.... Sila lah faham T^T. Eh eh tadi Ex-Crush aku Paan ucap selamat hari raya dekat sekolah tadi. HOHO Jangan Jelly maaaa :P

Oh okay mood raya aku dah datang. HAHAHAA Yahooo... Esok nak pergi beli tudung, last preparation :D Eh hari tu aku pergi Muar, Nah I don't understand the way of my Brother thinking. Balik sekolah je dia ajak pergi K-mall. Wonder and weird dekat Melaka melambak-lambak baju dan kain okay. Tapi bila dah sampai, naik second floor. Wahh rambang mata kitee tengok bajuuuuuuu. Kita beli kebaya biruuu. Muehehehe. Okay stop pasal raya..

By the way by the way, I'm so sorry kalau Mas ada sombong dengan siapa-siapa ke or.. I didn't reply any like(Facebook) back. I am the type of girl yang once you rejected me, I'll treat you like strangers. Anyway, bukan sengaja, but It's just me. Yes. Thank youu laaa lagipun time tu saya anggap awak kawan biasa je. Alhamdulillah saya tak dikurniakan rasa suka yang melampau ;D. 

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Jean-Luc Bilodeau

*Sekadar hiasan semata-mata*

Assalamualaikum. Huwaaa lama gila tak update .. Hmm I think lama tak gila. HAHA. So, puasa kejap sangatkan? Ni pun dah nak pertengahan :) Semoga kita dipanjangkan umur yeee. Amin.

Hari ini on twitter. Haha mimpi apakah aku harini? Troll. Eii geramnya kitee dengan budak main mercun ni. Agak-agak lah kan. Takkan sampai pukul 3 pagi nak debumm sana debum siniii. >< Standard main pop-2 je la. Ketenteraman tak diganggu lagi :P

Today, start dari pukul 9, sampai 3 menghadap Kerja Lukisan Kejuruteraan yang agak memeningkan. Perlukan imaginasi. LOL. So far so good la. Once again, ponteng tuition. Ingatkan hari ni nak tengok hindustan.. Lama gila dah tak tengok weyh.. HAHAHAHA Tapi tak tengok pun. Dalam pukul 3 lebih tadi tengok cerita 16 Wishes. Aaaaaa best kot..... Jay sangat Handsomeeeeee somee someee :P *over*

Jean-Luc Bilodeau :*

Handsome kan kan kan? ^_~ *Nak lebih banyak gambar sila search Cik Google sendiri ye? HAHA

Lately ni memang takde kerja la kan.. Balik rumah buat homework tengok youtube. Buat homework tengok youtube. Hari tu tengok cerita Rainie Yang dengan Show Luo. HeartBeat Love. Aaaaaa sweeettttt. Then I learnt that sometimes kenal tak lama sangat pun boleh jadi jodohkan. Huuuu Cerita Hai Pan Tian Xin [Hi my Sweetheart] Ugly Mushroom Hariirr sangat comel. HOHO

 

Hritu cerita Barbie pun kite tengok >:) Kuikuikui. Barbie Fashion ape ntahhh leeee. HUHUHU

Okay now bahan Paper 3 sejarah tak cari lagii. Eii malasnyeee. Bukan malas apa, google chrome ni buat hal, nak tunggu loading lagi. Grrrr sabar je lahhh~

Hmm gotta go now. Awak-2 kalau malam2 pergi terawih dekat masjid atau surau, sila terawih ye? Jangan mentang-2 wireless ada di mana-2 dekat masjid pun jadi online :P Muehhehehe ada sesiapa terasa tak? No offense. Peringatan bersama ^^V Okay Assalamualaikum ;D

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